Next year, since everyone loves to have themed Christmas parties, can they all just be the same stupid theme so I don’t have to run around making up a cowgirl outfit and an ugly sweater and a
Mad Men dress and a fancy dress and jewelry and heels and makeups on my face and white elephant gifts while still trying to manage my normal life all at the same time? KTHX.
I was telling my mom that I can’t imagine myself very very old, because I already know that as soon as I start to fall apart physically and mentally, I won’t want to be alive anymore. My mom told me, “I think of you like Claire at the end of Six Feet Under, I imagine when you’re older, when you’re an old lady, you’ll be like her.” She was smiling, so I think she may have been thinking of the part where everything really comes together for Claire later in her life’s trajectory. She might have forgotten that Claire dies alone and blind (unable to do the one thing that is meaningful to her, making art), and everything that mattered to her is dead or gone. Which is exactly how I imagine it too, so I can’t see living past the point where I lose the ability to do what is meaningful to me.
sorry nobody home..
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"Cartoons? Isn’t that for kids?" I look up and smile " Yes it is" Suddenly my appearance shifts and shrinks as I become a child. All my money turns to monopoly money and all my bills are gone. My adult responsibilities vanish, finally the spell is broken, and I am free.